i have two lines

today's a monday, and i don't have the strength to get up and go to work.

i don't wanna use the clomid as a convenient excuse for laziness, but i am not normally this sluggish. this morning, i had a short bout of dizziness, everything had become blurry, for no apparent reason at all. apart from that, nothing else out of the ordinary.

i've been doing a bit of online research about fertility and i am amazed at the number of sites/fora (forums?) that are out there. and the acronyms they use! gosh. that probably might be one of the reasons why i got dizzy. anyhoo, i am on cd13 (cycle day 13) today, and i am expected to ovulate tomorrow. doctor said i needed to do daily monitoring so i can check whether my LH (leuteinizing hormones, the hormones responsible for releasing eggs) has surged, so i can do the baby dance, which is a silly name used to refer to intercourse.

dragging myself to the toilet, i whisked out my opk (ovulation predictor kit) and to my surprise, i had a faint second line. which MAY mean that i am ovulating. don't wanna get my hopes up until i have the blood test done. and i don't really need stressing these days, have to be as relaxed as possible.

seigfred has been extremely supportive and further adds that i should not be obsessed with conceiving, and just take things in stride as they come. it's just that we've been trying for 8 months now.

on a lighter note, the star track express man has arrived today bearing a gift!

i've been waiting for this delivery for about a week now, and just as i wasn't really expecting it to come today, it's now here! yipee for that.

it's in its gigantic box sitting on our bedroom floor. the latest addition to our collection of tech toys. it's a 29" flat screen super slim TV that i won from work. thank God for career perks eh?